Da fats need to go!!

HOOOOYEEEEAAAAH!!!! I'm finally done with CA3!!! 

Eh?what is this thing hanging there? uuuurgh! fats BEGONE!

How dare you sneak up on me during my exams!! 

Never mind, its exercise time *groan*

No wonder I sweat buckets

My favourite pie chart

So much dedication....it's scary.

Maybe I should do this.....opens fridge anyway.

I hope I won't be needing this ever...

PIZZA! Y U TASTE SO GOOD?!

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My favourite

50 random questions

1. What is your best friend's Mom's name?
  We share one? Ehehe geddit? :P

2. Where is the weirdest place you have a mole?
   I have a lot of moles actually, especially now cause I play around in the sun more. SKIN CANCER!!! ahaha! but if I had to choose then it's probably the one on my forehead because right now, there's a similar shaped angry red pimple next to it. Looks like something I'd draw on LOL

3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
I think my science teacher during form 1 was considered pretty, reminds me of the Korean actresses.

4. Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
naaah, but I've cried in a movie theater once with my friends. Imagine the whole row, but with crying girls. So the drama XD

5. What body part do you wash first?
hair first, then face, then body. I don't want any of my dead skin cells on my newly washed skin!

6. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms?
What if it's a squatting toilet? No part of you is touching any part of THAT. But if given a choice, I won't go in the public toilet.

7. What's the strangest talent you have?
Being amazingly untalented that what. Being random can also be that though...

8. Do you have an innie or an outtie?
Innie...

9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
Sour Cream Onion. Your breath stinks and feeling bloated is an understatement, but it's totally worth it!

10. Have you ever been tied up?
Surprisingly yes....

11. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
Never been grounded before. I'm a goody-goody :)

12. Do you parallel park or drive around the block?
It depends on the situation...

13. Have you ever had two dates in one night?
NEVER!!!! unless you're talking about the fruit...

14. How many times have you been cussed out?
Not sure...I'd rather not think about it too much and make me sad.

15. Which shoe do you put on first?
Right.

16. Your deepest fantasies?
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE!

17. Have you ever been to a gay bar?
I'm either really fascinated or disgusted to even go to one, but maybe I'll go one day to see what the fuss is all about

18. Girls?
I am a girl and I still can't understand them sometimes..

19. Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common?
Do crushes count? LOL! Last time during high school, me and my friend would list out some things about a person we like. Innocent fun for us :P As I recall, I think she listed having nice hands and veiny arms ahaha. I think mine was having sharp teeth/fangs and fluffy hair! Soo normal~

20. Did you French kiss before you were 16?
Errr no way. I know some people done it much earlier but exchanging of saliva is just bleargh!

21. Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
Cow tipping is undoable, even if there is such a thing going on here. I can't even lift heavy stuff, so how d'you expect me to push a COW?! Snipe hunting is just plain annoying and time-wasting so its a no go for me.

22. Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep?
Myself, family (doa before sleeping....sounds so alim but it's kind of a habit that I got since young. They are your family you know), some good friends...

23. Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
Not that I know of. Do people now still write poems? I used to but it's all forgotten now...

24. If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets again or not wash your bath towel ever again, which would you rather not wash?
Both are equally disgusting. Imagine having your dead skin rub against you again and again *shivers* I can feel it clogging up my skin! But if I had to choose, I'd rather take not washing my bed sheets again than the bath towel. At least I can lay something on my bed sheet when I sleep on it.

25. Have you ever found anything in your parents' bedroom that was questionable?
My cat.....probably hiding from me muahahahah!!!

26. What was your childhood nickname?
 Where do I begin?? tomato head, schmoffie, MG,sopi, USOP!!, yo-so, and the weirdest one...fifi fufu fafa :P

27. When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Just now in my room. Exams finished a few hours a go nuff said ;)

28. Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
Never thought about it but I think I've accidentally went inside the 'little boys room' due to bladder emergencies. No wonder it smelled super funky hahaha

29. What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
Talk with my cat?

30. Have you ever bitten your toenails?
Oh to have that much dexterity at this age! Why waste on toenails ladden with God-knows what

31. How do you eat your cookie?
Me like to dip the cookies in cold/hot drinks and eat it! Repeat until the feeling of guilt and fatness sets in..

32. When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt?
I have too many issues to work out at the gym. I feel like they stare a lot. Can't really blame them, no view and monotonous work out does that

33. Name something you do when you're alone that you wouldn't do in front of others.
Er....too many to list down :P

34. Name one thing you like to see other people do.
Do a random act of kindness? It's so rare to see one nowadays, and I'm not talking 'bout helping out in welfare homes or other charities. Something simple like lending an ear or even a smile can make a difference to someone...

35. Favourite part of your body.
My eyes I guess. A lot of people say that I have nice eyes. Wished they would give me clearer vision though....but I'm not complaining.

36. How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
I can't take alcohol. Even the alcohol in mouthwashes are to darn painful! How can people gargle it for 15 seconds? Amazing!

37. Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?
Why is this even a question????

38. How often do you clean out your ears?
When it starts to itch and tingle?

39. Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
Imma folder yo

40. About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie?
Whenever there's one? Its really annoying to leave it

41. Do you have any strange phobias?
Nope, I'm pretty normal in this part

42. Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Beads, popcorn,pens, pencils...ahahha anything that fits!

43. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar?
Looking as awkward and noob as possible.....like always

44. Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?
I'm too lazy to do any dares. Truths are much more interesting, you'll never know what the answer may be ;)

45. Have you ever called your love interest by an ex's name?
I don't even have an ex to begin with....so how?

46. Have you caught a guy/girl farting while on a date?
I think....maybe....possibly LOL

47. Have you ever played naked Twister?
Never even played normal twister. The only twister I know is the kfc twister sandwich thing.

48. Have you ever been drunk at work?
Again, no. Heck, I don't even have a job right now. Except if being a student is a job.

49. Have you ever found your date's/lover's brother or sister more attractive?
Note: must find boyfriend...

50. Do you want to bring sexy back?
Sexy never left, as long as I'm here ahahahah!

It was never my favourite feeling but it makes you think about some things. I'm not sad right now, just slightly dissatisfied coz I can't help myself.
Thinking about the ideals of life, like:

1) I should work harder
2) Be smarter
3) Have better friends
4) Actually tell someone how you really feel about them
5) exercise more XD
6) socialize with actual humans...the ones that matter anyway
7) take charge for once
8) not let people take advantage of you
9) be honest with yourself

Being disatisfied is inevatable, but I I'll live...
It's the kind of feeling that makes you strive for the better, think about what you've done and assess it. Most people forget to do this, thus no improvement comes with these characters.

Lately I've been listening to a lot of old ballads (coz music nowadays seemed to lack emotion anyways). I've thought about it, but never more. But the recurring emotion through many of the greatest (imo) songs have some sadness woven into it. It's like the sadness brings us together more than a happy pop song could.

 Even in friends, everybody have that special friend(s) that you could open up without fear of apprehension. The one that would hear you out in the middle of the night eventhough they have work or class in the morning.
Someone that would wipe your tears give you a hug and shake (or slap) you to your senses when the time comes.

Guess I have to start looking for one now....or not.

 Sometimes I wonder whether or not I have real sincere friends. I know I should just forget about these kind of people, stop caring about them and stop giving a damn when they need you out of the blue. Maybe it's my fault that I am being such a softie and an over eager yes-man, but I don't know until when I'd have to take it.

Everybody has their limits, I'm afraid I've reached the limit with you. Everything you do irritates me more than you can see, too bad you're too self-centered to see it *sigh*

It's like the mark of true comraderie or companionship whatever. Good times grants you many friends but the bad times help you weed the ones worth saving from the lesser ones.

Instead of wallowing and feeling sorry for yourself, accept the sad situation. God creates everything in balance. One does not know the value of something when it is lost, but they won't necessarily miss it if they don't know what they really had.

Such an emotional post for me. It's just that suddenly I felt so alone in this place. Most of my friends seemed so far away, probably occupied with their lives, bf/gf, new friends to give a damn bout me. It's more or less the same thing here. Too occupied with their love lives and studies.

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 But it's ok, I'd have to manage myself.

Everywhere I see people in groups, friends or the random couple romancing in the background. It must be nice having someone to share your stories with, do stupid silly things together....someone you can count on.

I've learnt the hard way in life, that you can never wholly depend on a person. No matter how close you are with that person, life has a funny way of turning things around.

 But then again, if it is foolish to trust another, then what about trusting oneself?

Granted I'm just a person full of flaws and far from perfect but I'd trust me more. Not because it's selfish but just cause if I did any blunder, the burden falls on my shoulders alone.