Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Eyes on Me

Been listening to a lot of FF songs lately. I know...its corny at times but I kinda like it now
Call it a new found appreciation to in game music if u like, radio is so overrated anyways
At the time when 'eyes on me' played, I don't really like it.
Blame my tween self, I just skipped through all the lovey-dovey scenes in FF8 anyways XD

But now...I'm like

''sweet melodies of love, where have thy been all this time''

aaah bluelaguna.net, you have fueled my love in my time of need *slaps self*


I don't know what has become of me? It's not like I'm in love (or am I?)

Looking through some of my friend's post, most touch on the topic of luuurve lol
As you probably would have notices by now, i (almost) never blog about my my non-existent love life
Why you may ask? Because its NON-EXISTENT that's why
not the cause of my depression but watching a walk to remember makes me depressed every time...don't ask XD


They think I'm odd but I feel completely normal :D




Thursday, November 17, 2011

Overthinking....again XD

Its easy to just judge everything at face value. Taking time to investigate let alone know about something takes too much time in this day and age where a 24 hour day is simply not enough with all the things that is available to them.

I don’t know if you want to agree with me on this (but frankly, I don’t care if you do) but there’s always another side of things. For example...

When judging a person, is it fair to simply speculate on what can be seen? Is everything a ‘what you see is what you get?

Humans never fail to surprise me.
And yet, I  get bored of their antics over time.

I find it curious when a person simply classifies someone as being ‘unfit’ or unworthy as compared to themselves.

But then, how can it be? We may look different on the outside but everyone bleeds the same sticky mess on the inside.

To be so quick in stereotyping a person or a group because of just how they look....it’s just too shallow to my liking.

Personality wise...well that’s a whole different story. If you act like an annoying self-centered bitch then you shall be treated as one. No point in fake pleasantries, at least be honest to yourself for a change. But then, I never believe in such a thing as having a ‘perfect personality’

You can try to appear perfect in looks and how you carry yourself but ultimately, you can’t really change who you are on the inside.

No matter how hard you try to forget or hide that part of you, it never leaves you.  Its forever imprinted in you but it’s ok.

As bad as a person is, there is always some good in them


Call me an optimistic loser but it’s one of my many principles. No one is created equal. Of course there are many differences between us but that is what makes it more interesting. Sometimes when I happen to dislike someone, I always think of this. Or when life does not proceed as I want it to be, I always think that maybe some good may come out of this misfortune.


 We may not realize it now and yeah curse at our awful luck due to some turn of events but we must always try to find the silver lining in the stormy roads of life.

Kinda like meeting new people, making friends, spawning enemies. It just has to be done.

But it doesn’t mean that if someone leaves you, they never made an impression on you..
Maybe it was never meant to be but at that time, but maybe...just maybe, their presence their presence at that times made you a better person now.

I guess some people are like Mary Poppins. Coming without any warning. Leaving when things seemed bright and sunny.



It’s like they’re the people that you need but not all the time.
It may be just for a while but it makes all the difference.

So cherish the people that you meet, in all their shapes, sizes, smell(???) and other things





Have you ever realise what kind of life we would have led if there is no pain or suffering in it?

Imagine all the cool stories we would have missed....or not if you like a quiet but boring peaceful kind of life...