i have issues 24/7

Stress Relieving with meeeeee~

2012-01-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

Thunder Cat wants you to STUDY!!!

• Take lots of self photos......LOTS of it
• Comment on those photos and sulk how bad you look in pictures taken by your webcam
• Record a video of yourself babbling
• Upload the video on youtube
• Start having intellectual conversations with yourself
• Have an argument with yourself, disapproving the stand you took in the previous conversation
• Lip-synch to a song....in front of your roommate
• Find (or steal) a copy of National Geographic or underwear catalogue and draw on some clothes on the people featured inside

• TROLLING ON THE INTERNET!!!
• Have a karaoke session in the room singing your favourite corny + ‘mengundang’ songs
• Swim on the floor (me: wheeeeeeeeeee~)
• Speak in a foreign accent....and pretend that you are a citizen of whatever country that you want
• Call up one of your friends with your newly acquired accent and try to have a sane conversation as possible
• When you wake up in the morning, from your window, announce to the entire neighbourhood “HELLO THERE SUNSHINE!! NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN”
• Colour-clash as bad as humanly possible and enjoy the weird stares and giggles
• Tickle fights!! (do at own risk.....high chance of getting smacked in the face)
• Strike up a conversation with a random stranger...you’ll be surprised to what others have to say
• Have a poker-face competition with a friend. Loser must call the winner MASTER!!!!
• Also, do an air-guitar competition
• Roll on the bed screaming (omg...sounds like you are being possessed)
• If you are gifted in art skills, try drawing some cute pictures on your otherwise boring ol’ notes to make them look more interesting
• Load up on chocolates, caffeine and sugary treats
• Annoy everyone you encounter with your sugar rush

Hellraiser penguin!!!!!

.....and that's all for now :D

just in case you all miss my face

Love yah ma :)

2011-12-17T03:38:00.000+08:00

I owe it all to my dearest mommeh for having such an awesome daughter *perasan*

After a few days without internet in aimst, finally there's some line here. So I stumbled across this and I feel that this needs to be shared!!

Makes me miss the people back home even more now. Sure you can call aimst as being my 2nd home for the next few years to come but the inhabitants are still not family....at least from how I see it.

They say that friends will become families when you are away from your blood family.
Friends may also become family at a certain point and place in your life *cough*

So anyway, to my friends that are still reading this blog, wherever you are and no matter what your timeline is at the moment.....appreciate your family...while they are still here.

Enjoy ;)

1.    My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE .
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."

2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"

4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
"Because, I said so, that's why."

5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC .
"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."

7. My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying and I'll give you something to cry about."

8.. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS .
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck"

10. My mother taught me about STAMINA
"You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

11. My mother taught me about WEATHER.
"This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."

12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
"If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!"

13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE..
"I brought you into this world, and I can take you out"

14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOUR MODIFICATION .
"Stop acting like your father!"

15. My mother taught me about ENVY.
"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do."

16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.
"Just wait until we get home."

17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING .
"You are going to get it when you get home!"

18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
"If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to get stuck that way."

19. My mother taught me ESP.
"Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?"

20. My mother taught me HUMOUR.
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me."

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT .
"If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."

22. My mother taught me GENETICS.
"You're just like your father."

23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS.
"Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"

24. My mother taught me WISDOM.
"When you get to be my age, you'll understand."

And my favorite:

25 My mother taught me about JUSTICE .
"One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!"

I want a Batman XD

2011-12-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

I should be studying for my entrepreneurship finals but here I am....on the weird side of the internet again *dramatic music*

I wonder.....how long since you last flushed?

Of course he is ;)

So in other words, you will always be cute in manga no matter what.....AMAZING!

'Creep' will never be the same again XD

OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM!!!!!

Fear of loneliness is the fear of your own self

2011-12-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

I've been introspecting a lot these days. Its a kind of habit I get when I start studying (seriously). Utilization of more brain cells I guess :p

All that time thinking and wondering until the other day, someone just made me realize one thing: most would rather be stuck with people they hate/dislike than be by themselves.

I wonder...what’s wrong with spending a lil bit more time with yourself?

I like me.....most of the time.

I never get it why (especially girls) need to always move around in a group (or herds) to anywhere..

whether it be going for dinner at school/uni cafe, sports, bathroom trips, shopping, scouting for guys???

Don't ask me why, it’s what I’ve observed over the years. Things like this makes me look like such a social outcast.

On the other hand, what's wrong with being slightly different than what the general public deems acceptable.

So what if I look different than the rest of my people,

so what if i dont really act like a 'normal' drama-lovin-boy-crazy gal,

so what if i don't conform to your standards.

Go and get someone else if I don’t meet all your criteria...~~bitch.~~

You'd think that i'm all that hard up on you? Wrong again my dear friend.

It sickens me when nosy people like to intrude in a little something called 'territory' and have the nerve to say something that I should know better.

It’s not to say that I’m that uptight, I do answer stuff in a civilised manner but please know your boundaries and if so, watch what you're stepping on.

I may look all nice and sweet but even I have limits. Cross that thin line and be prepared to face some dead serious nastiness from yours truly.

Really?! Can you be even more inconsiderate?

Being blunt is one thing, being a jerk is a whole different level. *sigh* the things I do to make other people happy.

Eyes on Me

2011-11-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

Been listening to a lot of FF songs lately. I know...its corny at times but I kinda like it now
Call it a new found appreciation to in game music if u like, radio is so overrated anyways
At the time when 'eyes on me' played, I don't really like it.
Blame my tween self, I just skipped through all the lovey-dovey scenes in FF8 anyways XD

But now...I'm like

''sweet melodies of love, where have thy been all this time''

aaah bluelaguna.net, you have fueled my love in my time of need *slaps self*

I don't know what has become of me? It's not like I'm in love (or am I?)

Looking through some of my friend's post, most touch on the topic of luuurve lol
As you probably would have notices by now, i (almost) never blog about my my non-existent love life

Why you may ask? Because its NON-EXISTENT that's why

not the cause of my depression but watching a walk to remember makes me depressed every time...don't ask XD

They think I'm odd but I feel completely normal :D

Overthinking....again XD

2011-11-17T01:31:00.000+08:00

Its easy to just judge everything at face value. Taking time to investigate let alone know about something takes too much time in this day and age where a 24 hour day is simply not enough with all the things that is available to them.

I don’t know if you want to agree with me on this (but frankly, I don’t care if you do) but there’s always another side of things. For example...

When judging a person, is it fair to simply speculate on what can be seen? Is everything a ‘what you see is what you get?

Humans never fail to surprise me.

And yet, I get bored of their antics over time.

I find it curious when a person simply classifies someone as being ‘unfit’ or unworthy as compared to themselves.

But then, how can it be? We may look different on the outside but everyone bleeds the same sticky mess on the inside.

To be so quick in stereotyping a person or a group because of just how they look....it’s just too shallow to my liking.

Personality wise...well that’s a whole different story. If you act like an annoying self-centered bitch then you shall be treated as one. No point in fake pleasantries, at least be honest to yourself for a change. But then, I never believe in such a thing as having a ‘perfect personality’

You can try to appear perfect in looks and how you carry yourself but ultimately, you can’t really change who you are on the inside.

No matter how hard you try to forget or hide that part of you, it never leaves you. Its forever imprinted in you but it’s ok.

As bad as a person is, there is always some good in them

Call me an optimistic loser but it’s one of my many principles. No one is created equal. Of course there are many differences between us but that is what makes it more interesting. Sometimes when I happen to dislike someone, I always think of this. Or when life does not proceed as I want it to be, I always think that maybe some good may come out of this misfortune.

We may not realize it now and yeah curse at our awful luck due to some turn of events but we must always try to find the silver lining in the stormy roads of life.

Kinda like meeting new people, making friends, spawning enemies. It just has to be done.

But it doesn’t mean that if someone leaves you, they never made an impression on you..

Maybe it was never meant to be but at that time, but maybe...just maybe, their presence their presence at that times made you a better person now.

I guess some people are like Mary Poppins. Coming without any warning. Leaving when things seemed bright and sunny.

It’s like they’re the people that you need but not all the time.

It may be just for a while but it makes all the difference.

So cherish the people that you meet, in all their shapes, sizes, smell(???) and other things

Have you ever realise what kind of life we would have led if there is no pain or suffering in it?

Imagine all the cool stories we would have missed....or not if you like a quiet but ~~boring~~ peaceful kind of life...

I always get sick during the holidays XD

2011-10-30T12:24:00.000+08:00

10 days of holiday = QUARANTINE!!!!

*sigh*

even walking around is a pain grrrrr!! (but that didn't stop me :P)

I didn't get the rage virus but it's close enough :P

Even typing this post is starting to annoy me XDD
oh well, I got entrepreneurship exam on thursday so I'm trying (really?) to study.
Wish me luck that I get better :)

CA1 next week!!!! runs and hides

2011-10-14T12:28:00.000+08:00

Those sleepless nights...
Staring at those soulless dry pages of notes....
Hands stained blue with ink, palms glowing with highlighter fluid
Even the moon shies away from me
The sound of car engines going of in the distance, going away from this dreaded place which I call 'Home'
How I wish I could follow...but soon

Grrrrrr!!! studying always get that bit of madness out of me
But then, so does everyone XD

My current profile picture sure explains a lot of what I'm feeling right now...

Is it just me that I find myself thinking a lot more about things when I study?

I question myself....things regarding where I am now, where I would like things to go, my 'friends'.....

Oh well, I'm not going to waste my dear brain cells when they are all activated just on memorizing pathology right?

Your mind can only take so much of reading pathological conditions without suffering some consequences XDD

*sigh* study week gets kind of lonely sometimes but it's not as if I'm complaining. Just stating a fact that's all
Everyone has their own problems to handle (like STUDYING) and their own group of friends, I don't want to interfere thaat

Everyone should know their own place....after all

and I still don't know why I suddenly revived this dying blog out of the blue
It's not that I have a lot of readers (but if you're one of them, that's nice)
Maybe I just like to rant about my petty problems on the net, maybe it's this sad excuse for rescuing any bit of literacy left in me before it rots away leaving me with broken English at most (THE HORROR!!!)
I never facebook my problems...there's no knowing who might be glad you had them in the first place (evil humans!)

or maybe I'm getting....desperate for attention?
(HAHAHAHAHA SUPER-MORBIDLY-OBESE-FAT-CAT CHANCE!!!!!)

no offence to chubby cats...I LOVE THEM!!! SO WARM!!! SO FLUFFY!!! *slaps self*
ok, I got myself too excited :P
I can't help myself....I loooove fluffy things (includes animals, fictional animals, humans, things, anime people)

Please kidnap this awesome-fluffy-creature and I will go from

:(

to...

That time of the month again T_T

2011-10-06T04:10:00.000+08:00

Haha no I'm not talking bout 'that' time but its EXAM time XD

Every day that ends is filled with dread and coffee laced dreams ensure that my dreams always have detailed story lines and running around (how I wish my I could get fit this way hahaha). Must be the caffeine magic working in my head.

CA 1, please be gentle with me.....I don't want to fail you in any way :P

C'mon brain!!! work!!! work!!! but it always feel like its full of useless crap anyways....

Sometimes i wish my brain is more computerized and be able to just download information to be accessed later whenever I want. But then, it can just crash and be 'unresponsive' at the time you needed it most.

Reminds me of my dear printer, may he suffer alone under my dusty bed for wasting so much paper and ink (not to mention time) only to produce 'ngeh' quality of printouts. For now, I'm just going to give up printing my lecture notes for a while and deal with you later. *sigh* technology hates me

Found these pictures the other day while bumming around on the internet ;)

I can soo totally relate to this hhahahaha

Deepavali holidays coming up after my CA so at least there's something to look forward to. I come to accept the way of life here in aimst. The people, the food, the overall place in general. My usual routine basically is

-Wake up (hits snooze button so many times I myself wonder why even set the time so early)
-Express hygiene routine
-Run to class while eating breakfast XD
-Freeze in lecture
-Lunch while defrosting self
-Lab session
-Go back to room
-Sports (but it has been so long since I go anyway hehehe) or sleepy time ;)
-Aimst dinner (eat at own risk)
-Most probably 'trying' to study (haha laugh all you want)
-SLEEEEP :D

and that's pretty much it. Monotonous isn't it.

But I don;t mind it that way. Sure I have like a non-existent social life in campus, call me anti-social if you want but almost everyone else is absorbed either in themselves, studies or their other half (read: boyfriend/girlfriend).

It's not as if I'm not capable, I am but I think it just takes too much time to be bothered by all the pointless gossips and bitching about that goes around in campus....its just not my kind of thing.

People always like to talk about other people, especially if it's bad. Everybody makes mistakes, we're all human aren't we. Who are we to judge anyways.

Everybody has their good and bad qualities. No one is perfect but one can always try their best ;)

a little pain never hurt anyone

2011-09-30T18:55:00.000+08:00

The easy way would be to just drift through life, carried by the turbulence of its cruel rapids.
Always accepting things that are happening as it is. Never trying to fight back.

I believe, what is life but not a fight to the day we are laid to rest.

Everyday,we will meet challenges, some more difficult to overcome than others but doable all the same.

Friends may forsake you, family may disown or abandon you and even your own body may cease to function at one point.
That is why (in my honest opinion ^^) that the best person that you can depend on in any situation is yourself. Not your friends (or even best friends) or family....

I realised.....one day, everyone at one point will leave you. No one ever said that its gonna be easy but its always better to face it, chin up even if your heart feels heavy at times. In other words, get your head out of the clouds (at least for a while) and realize this fact earlier on.

Running away from problems won't solve it (well most of it) but sometimes its wiser to admit defeat than waste your time on something which you may not care or if it's just plain stupid.

That is why, i find it curious as to why some people are fully dependent on other people in order for them to thrive. Like some sort of parasite, sucking on the nutrients of the host, draining them of vital life energy.

Ok, alright i know I sound kind of selfish and egoistic but being a burden to another is another thing totally.
If its up to me, I won't really ask for help cause I feel like as if i 'owe' someone a favour or something. God knows the type of people these days....always looking to use another for their own ulterior motive...

But then....there are some people that have the so-called 'frenemies'.
For what reason, I don't know and will never know anyway. Its just against my principles.
If for whatever reason it may be that i dislike you, i would just stay away from you....less contact less unnecessary feelings involved

Oh wait a minute, i know why.......they love DRAMA cause they have nothing else to do :P

sorry?

2011-09-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

Lately i have been thinking....how hard is it to forgive a certain someone or anyone in particular. If done superficially, then it may be easy. But what value is left there?

There is no more the trust that was once there. Now what is left is only false security of the dregs of the so-called friendship.

Only god is capable of true forgiveness i guess. No matter what evil deed that you may have done, if you repent with all your heart and soul and pray for forgiveness then He may grant you forgiveness.

But as mere mortals we should be the better person and forgive whatever evil or wrongdoings the other may have done.
However, more often than not, that is not the case.

I have seen grudges being held on for decades and the fires still burn as wickedly if not even more. Blood being spilled and hearts broken because of their refusal to accept things that had happened

Ego is one thing but being stubborn for your own good is another different story nonetheless...

The question is......what do you value most? Ego? or "friendship"?

If that is what it takes to go on living.....so be it

2011-09-26T04:30:00.000+08:00

Hello and goodbyes

2011-09-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

Dear friends,

The time for us to part ways to fulfill our dreams have come. But we may have strayed away from each other unconsciously without us being mildly aware of it.

Distance does not necessarily make the heart go fonder but more forgetful. Nevertheless, we can always try to reminds ourselves of the things we had shared.

I thank you all for the memories and time we spent together throughout our friendship. Throughout the good times and the bad times.

I know that i may not be the most easiest person to understand but you all managed to. Until the next time we meet then...

Between the Answer and the Truth

2011-09-23T16:34:00.000+08:00

When someone asks you a question, we are often stuck for answers. Depending on the situation, we would give and honest answer which does not necessarily mean the whole truth but may contain a molecule of it.... at the very least. For example:

"nah, you look ok in that, dont worry"
"the food was.....fine"
"don't worry, I'm gonna be fine"
"....chill"
"....maybe..."
"er....i got plans"
"I think you're cute in your own way"
"...that was interesting"
"its so.....you"
"you're not fat, just more huggable"

But some answers may mutate into becoming something so sinister that the only comeback that you can give is by giving the same one......backhanded compliments. The evil cousin of sarcasm and insults, causes one to be unable to retaliate in the best way (e.g: go all barbaric and SMASH!!!*growl*) but forces us to retain the inner beast that is raging inside. Instead we're left with only sarcasm as our ammo....or worse..just smile and act all ignorant. No wonder we're all so stressed up nowadays, all that pent up tension of reading between the lines, always being forced to follow 'Da Rules' *sigh*

Ok ok, sometimes bending the truth is fine and all but sometimes....you gotta fake it. Especially when it's someones feelings that's involved. But this applies to only your dearest love ones. The rest well, I'd just try to be nice. Frenemies.....why would i even bother having one in the first place XD I'm sure most of the you have done this before

said that you left/lost/burned/something-ate your homework
said that you're busy but actually, you just don't want to hang around a particular someone
said that you're out with friends....but that ain't the case
left your wallet and ask for them to treat you when in fact....you're just being cheap
got presents but hate whatever it is that you got secretly
at the salon, tried to convince self that haircut was good...go back home cursing the hairstylist
"I'll be ready in 10 minutes" LIES!!!!
"I'm on the way"
"naah, i never watch the kardashians" (secretly watch it when no one's looking)
and the best of all......i love you too

what i feel like....right now

2011-09-17T02:38:00.000+08:00

Yes, its pyramid head. Yes thats how i feel now after my haircut T_T. Less bad ass like him, more like...negishi from DMC (interesting anime btw) XD

But hey....hair grows.

Best years of our lives eh?

2011-09-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

A re-post from a dear friend. Seeing that now most of our friends are or starting life as university students...this seems appropriate.

As you begin your college experience, I thought I’d leave you with the things that, in retrospect, I think are important as you navigate the next four years. I hope that some of them are helpful.

Here goes…

Your friends will change a lot over the next four years. Let them.
Call someone you love back home a few times a week, even if just for a few minutes.
In college more than ever before, songs will attach themselves to memories. Every month or two, make a mix cd, mp3 folder, whatever - just make sure you keep copies of these songs. Ten years out, they’ll be as effective as a journal in taking you back to your favorite moments.
Take naps in the middle of the afternoon with reckless abandon.
Adjust your schedule around when you are most productive and creative. If you’re nocturnal and do your best work late at night, embrace that. It may be the only time in your life when you can.
If you write your best papers the night before they are due, don’t let people tell you that you “should be more organized” or that you “should plan better.” Different things work for different people. Personally, I worked best under pressure - so I always procrastinated… and always kicked ass (which annoyed my friends to no end). ;-) Use the freedom that comes with not having grades first semester to experiment and see what works best for you.
At least a few times in your college career, do something fun and irresponsible when you should be studying. The night before my freshman year psych final, my roommate somehow scored front row seats to the Indigo Girls at a venue 2 hours away. I didn’t do so well on the final, but I haven’t thought about psych since 1993. I’ve thought about the experience of going to that show (with the guy who is now my son’s godfather) at least once a month ever since.
Become friends with your favorite professors. Recognize that they can learn from you too - in fact, that’s part of the reason they chose to be professors.
Carve out an hour every single day to be alone. (Sleeping doesn’t count.)
Go on dates. Don’t feel like every date has to turn into a relationship.
Don’t date someone your roommate has been in a relationship with.
When your friends’ parents visit, include them. You’ll get free food, etc., and you’ll help them to feel like they’re cool, hangin’ with the hip college kids.
In the first month of college, send a hand-written letter to someone who made college possible for you and describe your adventures thus far. It will mean a lot to him/her now, and it will mean a lot to you in ten years when he/she shows it to you.
Embrace the differences between you and your classmates. Always be asking yourself, “what can I learn from this person?” More of your education will come from this than from any classroom.
All-nighters are entirely overrated.
For those of you who have come to college in a long-distance relationship with someone from high school: despite what many will tell you, it can work. The key is to not let your relationship interfere with your college experience. If you don’t want to date anyone else, that’s totally fine! What’s not fine, however, is missing out on a lot of defining experiences because you’re on the phone with your boyfriend/girlfriend for three hours every day.
Working things out between friends is best done in person, not over email. (IM does not count as “in person.”) Often someone’s facial expressions will tell you more than his/her words.
Take risks.
Don’t be afraid of (or excited by) the co-ed bathrooms. The thrill is over in about 2 seconds.
Wednesday is the middle of the week; therefore on wednesday night the week is more than half over. You should celebrate accordingly. (It makes thursday and friday a lot more fun.)
Welcome failure into your lives. It’s how we grow. What matters is not that you failed, but that you recovered.
Take some classes that have nothing to do with your major(s), purely for the fun of it.
It’s important to think about the future, but it’s more important to be present in the now. You won’t get the most out of college if you think of it as a stepping stone.
When you’re living on a college campus with 400 things going on every second of every day, watching TV is pretty much a waste of your time and a waste of your parents’ money. If you’re going to watch, watch with friends so at least you can call it a “valuable social experience.”
Don’t be afraid to fall in love. When it happens, don’t take it for granted. Celebrate it, but don’t let it define your college experience.
Much of the time you once had for pleasure reading is going to disappear. Keep a list of the books you would have read had you had the time, so that you can start reading them when you graduate.
Things that seem like the end of the world really do become funny with a little time and distance. Knowing this, forget the embarassment and skip to the good part.
Every once in awhile, there will come an especially powerful moment when you can actually feel that an experience has changed who you are. Embrace these, even if they are painful.
No matter what your political or religious beliefs, be open-minded. You’re going to be challenged over the next four years in ways you can’t imagine, across all fronts. You can’t learn if you’re closed off.
If you need to get a job, find something that you actually enjoy. Just because it’s work doesn’t mean it has to suck.
Don’t always lead. It’s good to follow sometimes.
Take a lot of pictures. One of my major regrets in life is that I didn’t take more pictures in college. My excuse was the cost of film and processing. Digital cameras are cheap and you have plenty of hard drive space, so you have no excuse.
Your health and safety are more important than anything.
Ask for help. Often.
Half of you will be in the bottom half of your class at any given moment. Way more than half of you will be in the bottom half of your class at some point in the next four years. Get used to it.
In ten years very few of you will look as good as you do right now, so secretly revel in how hot you are before it’s too late.
In the long run, where you go to college doesn’t matter as much as what you do with the opportunities you’re given there. The MIT name on your resume won’t mean much if that’s the only thing on your resume. As a student here, you will have access to a variety of unique opportunities that no one else will ever have - don’t waste them.
On the flip side, don’t try to do everything. Balance = well-being.
Make perspective a priority. If you’re too close to something to have good perspective, rely on your friends to help you.
Eat badly sometimes. It’s the last time in your life when you can do this without feeling guilty about it.
Make a complete ass of yourself at least once, preferably more. It builds character.
Wash your sheets more than once a year. Trust me on this one.
If you are in a relationship and none of your friends want to hang out with you and your significant other, pay attention. They usually know better than you do.
Don’t be afraid of the weird pizza topping combinations that your new friend from across the country loves. Some of the truly awful ones actually taste pretty good. Expand your horizons.
Explore the campus thoroughly. Don’t get caught.
Life is too short to stick with a course of study that you’re no longer excited about. Switch, even if it complicates things.
Tattoos are permanent. Be very certain.
Don’t make fun of prefrosh. That was you like 2 hours ago.
Enjoy every second of the next four years. It is impossible to describe how quickly they pass.

This is the only time in your lives when your only real responsibility is to learn. Try to remember how lucky you are every day.

Be yourself. Create. Inspire, and be inspired. Grow. Laugh. Learn. Love.
Welcome to some of the best years of your lives.

Get me this and I'll be one happy girl :D

2011-08-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

*faints out of sheer awesomeness*

Dir En Grey is too hardcore for dental hygiene

I don't care if people tell me they are all washouts or going all mainstream (?) but ask yourself this.....is going mainstream all that bad? On the other hand, I have never heard any form of pig squealing or guttural sounds from the radio...yet. But hey...at one point they all used to look like this......

*shivers*

I mean like, yeah they're VK but its so messy and wrong and ....what the duck!!! Toshiya's wearing a TUTU!!!!

So anyways, it kind of make you wonder how much 10 years can change your life. I mean, look at DEG, way back then they (er..some) wear dresses, a LOT of makeup, hair and er....do fan service? As far as I'm concerned, that last part never existed :P

Back to the point, so yeah 10 years ago I'm....10 years old and disney, cartoon network and nickelodeon are my favourite channels :D

Fast forward to now, I kinda STILL like disney movie eventhough a lot has been said about disney putting in sexual innuendos or just plain poisoning the minds of children. Now, being in the dentistry course, things will get hectic especially when the exam season is (ever) lurking in the deep dark shadows of a students mind. No more last minute studying like we always do during our pre-uni lives. In other words.....NO MORE FOOLING AROUND T_T

p.s: Here's a sneak preview...just in case someone's interested ;) click me!! click meee!! :)

Things your zodiac sign hates

2011-08-18T16:43:00.000+08:00

Thought that i might share this with you all....just for fun ;)

Aries
People that shuffle when they walk
Unreturned phone calls
Cell phones that don't work
Animals in cages
People who twitter on online chats
People who don't get right to the point
People who are lousy dancers
Late trains, planes or airplanes
People who dress too casually
Country music

Taurus
People who brag too much
Mess and disorganization
Clothing that is torn or missing buttons
Bad cooks
Being ignored in public
Public speaking
People who don't wear deodorant
Being the butt of humor or practical jokes
Not being smart or as an intellectual
Fast food

Gemini
People without a sense of humor
Not constantly being the center of attention
Broken clocks and watches
Bad wine
Shoes that you can't dance in
People who talk slowly
People that walk too slow
Pessimistic individuals
Addicted people
Broken technology

Cancer
Too much heat
Itchy wool
Having to sleep on the couch
People who show up early
People who are bad or sloppy dressers
Being criticized in any way
Violent movies
Ungrateful children
Losing their sunglasses
People who steal the spotlight

Leo
People who dress better than them
People with better cars than them
Being ignored
Being provoked to jealousy
Being too cold
Being too wet
Being forced to go to church
Being trapped inside on a sunny day
Being told to slow down
Being told they can't flirt

Virgo
People who are messy or disorganized
People who do not return calls
People who don't wear watches
People who don't do their taxes
People who don't return memos
Wasting time on Facebook
People who use bad grammar
People who swear too much
Emotional confrontations or scenes
Stand up comedians

Libra
People who tell them to turn down the music
People who look down at junk food
Litter in parks
People who steal flowers
People who are cruel to animals
People who do not return calls
One night stands
Bad haircuts
People who abuse drugs
Parents who discipline children

Scorpio
People who borrow their pen and never return it
Lovers that don't orgasm
Being made jealous by a lover
Being outshone at any task
Dining without dignity
Being the victim of gossip
Being accused of being unfaithful (even if they are)
People who are too trendy
People who claim to be psychic
Not being able to park in the handicapped space

Sagittarius
Late trains, planes, or automobiles
Not flying first class
Companions who get seasick
People who complain too much
People who are afraid to take risks
Being accused of being bad with money
People who expect them to be on time
Lost luggage
Animal abuse
Reading about human rights violations

Capricorn
People who waste money
People who ask for loans
People who do not pay back loans
People who do not discipline their children
Contractors that do not keep promises
People who leave the cap off the toothpaste
Poetry readings
Being asked to be a chauffeur
Being asked to leave the kids at home
Bad haircuts

Aquarius
People who dress in a boring way
Junk food
Talking about the past
Psychiatrists
Gossip
Those that aren't practical
People who don't pick up after their pets
A lack of loyalty
Being the third wheel to a couple
Getting their hands dirty

Pisces
Places that are too hot
Losing their sunglasses
Polluted water
People who laugh too loud
People who walk away from arguments
Alcoholics
Being denied access to grandchildren
Having to wear prescription glasses
Cars that waste energy
Slow drivers

If you think this is about you, it probably is

2011-08-16T02:23:00.000+08:00

To succeed is to make others fail

To fail is to give in and be kicked around

They hide a smirk behind that phoney symphathy song

Speaking of sincerity but the heart beats a ryhthm of lies

You walk around with a crown made of barbie-doll heads

Signifying your reign of false purity

Don't fool me with your second-class act

Behind that mask of human skin, you just hate to see me win

A network of malice works better

Everybody just love bad news

Don't tell them any joy

Don't tell them any secrets

Don't tell them any part of you

Note: Found this in my folders from long ago, so here it is. Nothing much has changed since well...people are people. Things will get better but only if you try to make a change in yourself because you can never be able to change someone, we can guide them but ultimately it is up to the person themselves in order to make it happen....including yours truly

MARAH SANGAT!!!!

2011-08-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

why the angry title? im so freakking mad at insects!!!!

they bite you (and it itches soo bad!!)
they get inside your half-filled horlicks drink to 'surprise' you when you want to take a sip XD
they crawl
you leave food for even 1 second unattended and....there they are....on top of it....or swimming in it
they poo EVERYWHERE
they lay their eggs...EVERYWHERE
so not cute
too much legs
their legs are hairy...especially cockroaches. uuuurghh!!
did i mention them being not cute? im saying it again...NOT CUTE AT ALL
...and if they die...ants will come and eat them....great....more insects grrr!

me: SHIELDTOX!!!!SMASH!!!! KILL!!!!! DIE LAH FASTER!!!

me: DIE!!!! DIE!!!!!

Note to self:

never leave retainers (or anything you'd put in your mouth) around the house without covering it first.....you never know what may have crawled/lick/nibbled/pooped/lay eggs on it....yuck!

It would take theoretically 82.58 cups of coffee before i croak LOL!!

2011-08-06T03:43:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered how much energy drinks your body can take before it fails you and goes into caffeine overload which would lead to your 'death'? Check out this website ;)

http://www.energyfiend.com/death-by-caffeine

Makes you think before you down that can of red bull/coke/7up or whatever caffeine filled drinks to power you up, especially for those sitting for their finals or catching up on your long postponed work....or maybe just that you NEED to finish that game for bragging rights :p

So, my dear readers...drinking 7 cups of coffee is not ALL that but here's some of the phases one will go through...

enjoy ;)

the floodgates are open....beware of my pottermania. you have been warned

2011-08-04T02:22:00.000+08:00

At last, the saga ends. I watched the final hp movie a few days a go with some of my friends who are in my opinion, more potter-crazy than me :P but nonetheless, i enjoyed it. Some of my friends even wore their favourite house colour (a slytherin and griffindoor), cried in some parts and even listen to some kid narrating throughout the movie.

In a way, part of my childhood has ended when i watched the movie. I remember when i was still a kid in primary school, bonding over hp with friends which i am still quite close to this day still. It all seems not that long ago but looking back now at age 20 our friendship of almost 10 years is proof that we bonded on something much more.....and for that I'll say that i love you all in the most un-romantic way ;)

here's some random hp pictures for you all....enjoy :)

even Darth Vader reads hp books LOL

i told ya! voldemort can belly dance! muahahaha!

if someone walks up into a salon and ask for a 'Malfoy' hair job that someone is deemed super awesome

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i knew it!!! lady gaga went to Hogwarts!!!

to my dear friend, here's your darling husband :P

owh and this one too :)

cheater :P

procrastination is EVIL!!!!

2011-08-04T01:06:00.000+08:00

you ask me why i dont post anything on this sad sad blog? the Reason: most of my posts are drafts XD AAARGGGHHH!!! i know i'm not the most rajin of people but to have more than 40 drafts!!!

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p.s: i need some fresh inspiration/drama/controversy/madness to blog about. uuurgh

not all masks are worn for Halloween...

2011-07-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

as the title suggests...
A covering worn on the face to conceal one's identity
To conceal one's real personality, character, or intentions.

To some, they will put on their everyday mask to get through their daily life
to prevent their real self from showing
ashamed apparantly
Living a lie...

you can't escape it
and you surely have done it before (many times)>>>>>me too many times hehehehe XD
here's some ;)

up until now,I have not found any use of algebra except for my maths homework

some random thought came up and I wondered....

would the world be a lot better if people told the truth instead of lying?

or is it much easier to hide behind a facade of lies that one has built throughout the years?

and then i imagined...

what if there is a world where no one tells lies and only tell the truth?

sure it gets pretty brutal i guess with no sugar-coating anything with white lies and all but

it sure gets pretty simple from there...

no more miscommunications

what you see IS really what you get

no more false advertising etc
you will get the answer to the ''do i look fat in this'' question LOL

no more false hopes and empty promises

the end of politics? (HAHAHA i wish)

hmph, fat chance tho.

But i still hate people that are nice to my face and then bitch about me behind my back. Talk about traitorous %#$^%^^%&^*. Seriously, stabbing someone in the back is cowardly (you know who you are). Stabbing someone in the front is still...not a nice thing to do but at least i know who you are.
so, if you got nothing nice to say....you better just shut up (unless i ask you not to)

and here's a random picture just cause i feel like it hehe..

p.s: i think people nowadays are choosing ayam bakar instead of ayam goreng cause the bazaar today is literally smoking with barbecue fumes. Seriously, i thank you people for making my eyes burn and me feel like roasted chicken....but at least the food is nice :D

short post

2011-07-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

just got the results for my year 1 final exam and I......*drumroll*...passes everything. All those sleepless nights, craving for junk food...and well lotsa FOOD was worth it. Not to mention the turmoil of emotions. GAAAHH! I especially hate this part!

but all of that is past and its time for the HOLIDAYS!!!!!

looking forward to seeing you all :)

frustration.....i get it a lot of times

2011-07-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

I don't mind a little curiousity but come on people, even I have limits.
I get pretty tired when people ask me these lame brain questions...its like uuurgh! there's something called a brain, USE IT

why you look chinese? (me: idk, its not like i have a set choice of what race i want to look like)
how come your english so good for malay ah? (me: my parents taught me well..)
asal ko ni asik speaking je ngan member ko tuh? (me: ikut suke aku la, aku nak cakap bahase ape pon asal kan aku bahagia ok, bukan nye aku kacau org ke apepe)
why so quiet suddenly? (me: since when is it a crime to shut up, i think a lot of people need to shut up though..)
how come i always see you alone? emo? (me: i choose to be alone, rather than being sucked into a group of people which i don't enjoy and have no say in it)
why don't you hang around with people from your own kind? (me: it doesn't mean that we're the same race that we have to stick together. Its not like I'm against them...and yes they're very nice and all but....we're different people. Its a simple fact.
why are you wearing tudung/hijab/jilbab? (me: cannot ah?, nothing wrong with it)
but then the other day how come you're not wearing it?(me: yeah i wear the headscarf where i want, when i want. It is MY OWN choice. To those 'people' thinking that they're like so good because they either wear it all the time in public or none at all, i have a message for you:

Please mind your own damn business
You have no right in judging me
And I have no obligations to answer any of your bloody questions
you're weird (me: ok thats a statement but thanks anyways)
which country are you from? (me: ok i feel slighty amused when someone asks me this, be it local or foreign but still...)

usually I'll answer these questions politely but under certain 'circumstances' I may

smile

smile and give a short answer

refuse to answer

*shrugs*

joke about it

turn to sarcasm

ignore the question totally

be blur and forgot what the question is about

pretend I didn't hear the question and ask what the question is again (if they dare to answer)

give a long and boring explanation

give an explanation that doesn't even makes sense

LIE

ok thats it for my mini rant.

and another thing....

My blog!!!! its ALIVE!!!!

2011-06-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

sometimes, we forget.

to take a break
look at how beautiful the sky is
say i love you
help a random stranger
do something for free
do things that you want to do, not of what others expect you too
think of what you have already achieve
smile ;)

until then, we always forget what matters for us now because we keep chasing after the future, with time running after us. Sometimes, we forget that time will always find a way to sneak up on us, when we least expect it.

Hearing news that someone has pass always make me realize how unpredictable life can be....or how fragile it is.

One minute, you're the poster girl of robust health. the next second, you're wishing of all the things that could have been.

Hence, it is difficult to live in a life only to fill it with what if's and regret. there is no point in dwindling in the past, reliving your past mistakes and fond memories. we live in the now, so one shall seize the moment, live for today and tomorrow

Its been like years since i blog about anything....like seriously. But then, with finals over and my brain is still buzzing with whats left of any in brain cells from the exam wants me to do something slightly stimulating and productive rather than wasting it all the way (since when is blogging not all that haha) . and yeah, i've been feeling kind of like...er melancholic i guess. Hey, im still human, i still have mood swings and crap.

Been surfing the net for some random stuff (but of course hehe) and i found one of the 'brotips'. ok ok im not a 'bro' technically, but it still makes sense

Call me the anatomically incorrect 'bro' HAHAHA

so here's one ;)

Ho yeah! my uztazah was right! maybe brotips were inspired by her LOL

one word: KIASU

yup, still hate this :P

admit it, the best stories always have a 'twist' to it

p.s: i really need a hobby XD suggestions?

Hairan

2010-08-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

You see them on every social networking site, blabbing away. I mean, why announce to the whole world what you did, where and what you are going to do next to people who mostly don't give a damn.

People say i have trust issues but i'm not that much of an attention seeker to the point where i post my mundane daily activities just because others can comment on and feel needed.

I don't need all that to feel needed.

GRRRRGHH

Sinaran matahari yang memilukan dan hujan renyai yang riang

2010-04-14T14:34:00.000+08:00

ramai kata saya sedikit aneh kerana saya tidak suka cuaca terang
lebih suka melayan perasaan dalam bilik gelap dan sejuk sambil mendengar MBD
lebih-lebih lagi semasa hari mendung dan suram
Seronok~~

orang kata, itu menunjukkan bagaimana orang itu sebenarnya
saya kata itu mengarut!
adakah orang yang suka cuaca terang dan girang itu seperti mana yang digambarkan?
Oh, ceteknya pemikiran kalau begitu!

Note: a random attempt at ranting in bm :D

I'm not a psycho yet.

2010-04-11T12:58:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with me?
everytime i feel that someone is getting closer to me, i push them away
is it wrong?
maybe i'm destined to live in this world in loneliness

Or maybe dissatisfaction is obscuring my common sense?
I think i'm sending the wrong kind of messages here *sigh*

Humans are creatures of God that seems so perfect and ugly at the same time
Nevermind the 'monsters' that get to you, special people that are always in your heart can always make you smile :)

*keep that in mind sofie*

Note to self: Next time, you take control...

You are the adenine to my thymine, you are the guanine to my cytosine, you are the topoisomerase that keeps me from breaking when life has me coiled

2009-12-28T00:32:00.001+08:00

King Leonidas - Brushing his teeth *lol*

Ugh! Twilight version with yaoi.

*stares*......kawaii~~~

Don't you just wish your history books are like this?

Reason why the internet sucks....occasionally

jpa story

2009-05-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

All this hype about jpa is getting pretty stale and annoying. I mean, c'mon get over it sheeesh! oh well, might as well tell how it all began (to me at least ;))

RESULTS DAY
Woke up (morning I think) but then, it was still early. So went back to sleep. Had nightmares but can’t remember any of them. At around 10-ish, messaged D whether the results are out yet. He said no, and sumthing bout people kawad-ing so I went to Deen for my 2nd breakfast :D Afterward, I went back to school and just lepak with my mom for a while. Saw many of my ‘friends’ in baju kurung. They actually believed the HM is gonna kick them out because of a stupid dress code??? muahahahaa. Anyways, I sat in the car and people watched for a while. Its amazing what stress can do to students. Based on my observation:

its either I have the power of invisibility or they didn’t notice me. Or maybe a certain someone felt guilt. Or maybe it’s the chaos inside that’s clouding their senses

the EXPRESSIONS. seriously, some people look like they have diarrhea or somethingthe teachers of course. They give a smile and said “takpayah risau sgt….saya dah tengok dh result kamu” geeeez, I was already sick to my stomach and already expecting the worst.

Parents. yes, I actually chit chatted with one. maybe we’re both nervous. And after we get the results, they asked how’s your results.

haha.…….in the end, everybody got their results and *drum roll* I got 10 A’s. haha its not the ‘straight A1’ type but I’m not complaining! to bad my physics and agama is A2. *sigh* oh well, I tried my best.got back home and got very very busy with the computer lol. Applied for most scholarship but got rejected in the end XD. In the end, jpa became my savior.

THE INTERVIEW
Had to wake up extra early for the interview (gosh, I hate mornings!). Dressed subconsciously, and ate breakfast in a zombie state. Everything was all a blur and POOF! I was at putrajaya already!Inside the building, it was really interesting to see hundreds of people my age dressed in formal clothing.(I didn’t go to my high school prom you see…) Looking at the girls who wore really nice suits and brand new baju kurung, my outfit was plain ol boring. Thank God its roomy and comfortable .

There, we are called by our birthdates. And silly me, thinking ‘ im a Januarian!!!! haha I’ll be called early so I can get this done with’ but in the end……I waited and waited but my group was called last for the morning session. My activities to occupy my last few hours before my interview include:

chatting with strangers. yeah, it helps to know that someone is feeling the exact same butterflies and also aiming for the same goal. Besides, I met fellow uwc rejects who (looking good in baju kurung and suit) before they are brought to the interview room. Even learned something new there from a girl who was applying for vet. She starts squeezing my arm for no reason when her name was called (freaky but forgivable..) Hopes for the best for her. Mad cow disease is caused by cows eating trace amount of beef, leftovers from butchers and cattle slaughter houses. Poor cows, eating a family member is just plain old savage.That explains why cannibalism in some tribes causes their women and children to succumb to similar illnesses. *haish*

Observing others. You could be slightly amazed at what students talk in their nervous-ness. Once, i overheard a group of them discussing if they could actually go through their interview without speaking BM!! I mean, i'm not being racist or something but c'mon....its Malaysia's bahasa kebangsaan. One girl announced proudly among her friends that she apparantly seems to have 'forgotten' how to speak bm. I was like, "wtf??!! you asked for a government scholarship and yet you don't know how to speak the bahasa???" Sort of wonder how a malaysian citizen whose ancestors have come to Malaysia (previosly Tanah Melayu) a few hundred years ago.....can't speak the native language well.

Walking up and down the corridor with no purpose. Sofia mundar-mandir hehe

Eat. They provided free food but didn’t know bout it til later. All the best kuehs are already eaten :(

Talk to my mom. Luv ya mom!

After the long wait, my turn is up. JENG JENG JENG!!! the interviewers were ok after all! I blurted out whatever they asked and I think one of them finds my views and answers interesting?? and I went on ‘ brushing our teeth is important so that bad germs don't enter your body blablablablabla…….And before you know it. I'm FINISHED!!!! *relief*

(fast forward to jpa results announcement)

it was on the 8 of may (ealier by 3 days huhuhuh) and the line was soo busy. So I gave up and went reading manga instead haha! Tried again at night (after a hearty meal of nasi goreng at 10 at night hehehe). ….and the page was gone! luckily someone gave the link for checking my results and it turns out…… I got ipts perubatan. Feels so lucky and grateful because I was offered as many with better results did not. Hopefully, to all who did not get jpa scholarship, don’t lose heart as you can always appeal or apply for loan.we all can keep bugging jpa lol!

KAMI SEMUA PEMENANG, TIADA PENGALAH!!!

Tag I'm It :D

2009-05-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

What is your full name?
Sofia Roslan

When was the last day you seen the McDonald's signboard?
Err....a few days ago at klcc. Fyi, we were gonna watch Jangan Tegur *lol*

11 things you hate the most..
1. Real life Bitches who has a sweet and innocent exterior but has insides so rotten even the flies don't come
2. Manipulative people
3. Liars (sape makan cili die rase la pedas die)
4. People who can't keep their promises
5. Whiners
6. Underwear peeking out of your pants
7. Rejection letter(s)
8. Painful Shoes (yes yes yes, i'm a girl and heels don't just stop being a pain when i 'mature')
9. Labelling/Stereotyping me (xde keje lain lg nak buat ke)
10. Finding a leg or part of an insect in my half-finished food *gasp*
11. Not getting what I want (hehehe)

When was the last book you read?
About a couple of months ago. Mutant Message by some author. Kind of makes you wonder if the Aborigines in Australia really cannibalize their own unborn child and collect their menstrual blood.

Have you fantasies anything..?
Oh YEAH! The other day i had a spontaneous day dream of becoming Wonder Woman (sans the dodgy and unflattering costume). Oh, and getting a scholarship to further my studies abroad (don't we all want that).

5 favourite movies?
1. Beetlejuice 2. All Disney Movies!!! 3. Fight Club (just because i love to see Jared Leto's face being smashed) 4. 50 First Dates ( yeah, its a girlie movie BUT I DON'T CARE) 5. Might Boosh Movie (not even in production but a girl has a right to dream...)

Who is your current and real boyfriend now?
Julian Casablancas!! but he's married so *gasp* i'm dating an older guy...NOOOO!!!
hehehe jkjk.
Too bad he's not my 'real' boyfriend. No one right now for me :P

Name 8 of your top friends
1. 2. 3. 4. You know who you are.... 5. 6. 7. 8......tepuk dada tanya selera hahaha

4 favourite things..
1. New books 2. Winning 3. My Pets 4. Useless information

5 things that you MUST have in your survival kit in life?
1. Food!!! 2. Portable toilet (possible???) 3. Machete (for slaughtering animals.....and er cutting stuff) 4. Laptop and internet 5. GPS system device or whatever

4 Things that you always wanted but afraid being caught?
1. Wished that I could command people to self destruct *lol*
2. Go berserk with a Katana and dismember innocent/not-so-innocent/hobos/strays civilians
3. Just the usual routine of breaking stuff and throwing it around to optimize the mess effect
4. Cry out loud during a movie at a popular cinema with friends with snot flying out of control

What kind of potential must your friends or boyfriends have?
1. Great sense of humour
2. Honesty
3. Logic
4. Manners
5. Understanding
6. Loyal

6 things you want to do/be before you die?
1. Be a successful career woman
2. Saved a million before turning 45
3. Bought my own property and cars
4. See the world
5. See my own grandkids
6. .....and went to Haji of course...

3 people that you want to tagZ!!
1.
2.
3. If you read it then you are tagged!!

Colour Me Rainbow

2009-04-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

It has been quite a while since i last blogged so here goes..... Have you ever wondered why people nowadays are wearing more black clothing (but not the hair lol) I mean, sure black is a slimming colour and it makes looking chic easier i guess. For example, after a fashion show when all the models have paraded the designers creations, the designer almost always wear black .

Ok ok, i had to admit. Wearing black is practical (cause i have a tendency to spill things or sit on something that will stain whatever it is i'm wearing) and also, i like how it contrasts with my skin hehehehe

So anyways, i decided to make a bet with myself that i will not be wearing any black clothing for a whole week!!

I'll keep u people updated if i survived that long. Till then *flying kisses*

Pikachu is a child molester

2009-03-22T03:59:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! why pikachu??? WHY???!!

Results Day

2009-03-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

yeah i know its a few day late but whatever....

but hey, my results are satisfactory :D

a thank you to :

GOD (for obvious reasons)
my parents (for all their sacrifices and support)
sisters (for always being the best)
friends (for being there....)
teachers:

School Teachers

Pn. Asnita (beloved class teacher)
Pn Maimon (thx for improving my crappy bm)
Cikgu Zaharah Saad (thx for making me understand add maths and physics)
Cikgu Sham (thx for being sabar throughout the year for dtg lambat n skip class :D)
Pn Azizah (boyan force makes physics more bearable)
Miss Ros (A1 for EST hahaha)
Ustazah Ros (sorry if 5K came in late to your class)
Pn Zaidaton Akma (never hand in her work hahah!)
Pn Raji (nice hand writing)

Tuition Teachers

Pn Maimon (hehe x puas kt skolah)
Mr Param (nando's?)
Mr Cheang (physics & add maths)
Mr Thangga (eventhough for a couple of lessons)
Ms Christina ( no. 5-10 are for all the teachers who taught me at kasturi)
Mr Fong
En Ghazali
Mr Lim
Cikgu Daiva
Cikgu EST at kasturi

emo girl comin thru'

2009-03-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

It doesn't matter if you...

are not the smartest
wear less than fashionable clothes
did not inherit the 'beauty' genes
are not liked by everyone
have been back stabbed by a close friend
found out what hypocrites your friends can be
don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend
are betrayed
have your feelings rejected
have your ideas thrown in the dust bin

because we cannot live everyday concerned about what others dictate on a daily basis.
because we sometimes need to dispose the ones who hurt us, even though we ourselves feel the pain
even when malevolent intention is aimed at us, we must either fight it or endure it
and never run away from it

p.s: yes i know its a very emo post but ....yeah i feel the blues sometimes

Jared Leto vs Ricky Martin

2009-02-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

http://www.clothesoffourback.org/categories.php?cPath=1_167

is Ricky going to have the highest bid???
or....
is the 30stm front man gonna win?

p.s: where are all miley cyrus and other HSM fans???

Those who stayed

2009-02-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

all i want to say is thanks to all of my friends who stayed with me (through thick and thin) and helped me get through last year. In my darkest moments u made me see the light at the end of a cold dark tunnel.

my late new year resolutions

2009-01-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

"You're gonna be 17 only once" someone once said to me. *sigh* a sentence which kept repeating itself. The message it carries: you only live once yeah i know its kinda depressing but its awfully true!! 18 wow! I'm hereeee~~ well....here are my resolutions:

pray 5 times a day
be a better daughter
clean & tidy room all year round
get driver license
eat healthy
be nicer
networking!!
go to gigs that i really really want to
be a better sister
less emo sofy
take up another language
execise (hahaha as if)
stop buying useless crap
maybe i can grow taller???

repitition of....boredom??

2008-12-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

I think something is wrong with me. Maybe its a slight case of ADHD or something else cause everything seems to bore me. I know i should be thankful for whatever but ......(damn i sound so depressed)

Hello there World~

2008-12-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

OK OK doing a blog was not my BIG idea ( peer pressure?)
but long hours staring at the TV can drive anyone up the wall
so....instead of becoming my bored little ol' self...
giving everybody a dose of my pent up 'whatever its called' seemed fair.

now that spm is in the past..
i want to:

read my books (corny, yeah but enjoyable)
eat
listen to Diru no matter how it annoys everyone
sleep
buy more books hehehe
fix my ps2
play ps2
quote a movie and annoy everyone with it
wiki like mad!!
repeat everything all over again :D